love happens (:

Ugh. I hate when I like guys. Especially ones that were sort of my friends or whatever. like, if I like I hot gorgeous senior that I have small talk, whatever. But with my friends, I like them, and then I tell them, and its awkward, and then we don’t talk. And its not even like some of the guys. EVERY SINGLE FUCKING ONE. And just for once I want it to work out. And the thing is I think I mistake being nice with flirting sometimes. Or maybe guys just flirt too much. Fuck everyone. And also, I realize I’m not the most gorgeous girl in the world. But I have personality. And the guys that I like never seem to realize that they don’t exactly have the looks for dating a gorgeous blonde dumbass so why can’t they just realize that they should go out with a girl who is intelligent and nice and funny and not completely stupid.